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Life

2011-11-20T06:06:00.000-08:00

Teenage Life. How did you experience yours? Did you fall head over heels in love with a teenage guy? Did you always bail out of school? Did you keep up good grades? Were you the school star? Were you famously-known? Were you a bitch who just steals somebody else's boyfriend? Or just a loser who sits alone in every class? Were you a typical person with your parents?

I don't know how did I come up with this. They just came across & I just simply typed it all in.. Is it wrong to just live with books? I mean, of course not. It's not really wrong, it's not wrong at all. Believe me, no one likes a bookworm in this 21st century. Not that I'm concern about wanting someone to like a bookworm instead of girls who have better interest. I just.. I'm confused.

Screw what I said. Lets start over.

I've been vehemently tired this year. I can say this year is the toughest. Yet, a better year I sense. Pretty much the same.. Been busy with school life. Been dating... a lot of books. Don't laugh. It's true. I studied more than enough actually. I tried so hard to keep up my good grades. I'm now still waiting for my final year exam result to be released. Hoping for a better and usual grades. Sigh. Personally, I don't know if I could manage my good grades. I've been slacking off, distracted. & I hate it. I hate it like that. All I could do now is hope. Becos hoping isn't a crime eventho you know, sometimes.. you need more than just hope.

Maybe I need to make time for my friends some time. Maybe I don't. Honestly, I haven't gone out with my old friends this year yet. Even my cousins. Let alone, my family. I do feel guilty somehow. Becos as much as I am too busy with my school life. I shud've make time for them. Not much but at least I could spend some time maybe a day with them. How many time have I spent with them? Not much, prolly around 30 mins with family at least.

I know, so sad. I woke for school then I spent most of the day at school till afternoon. I went home, feeling exhausted & took a nap. Cleaned my self up. Sometimes I dealt with home works, looking weary, sleep. I barely even go out of my room. That's my life. Well most of it...

People think it's really fun when you're an active student in school. But it's actually not a good word to describe it. You'd cry excrutiatingly in pain. You'd have to sacrifice your time to keep up your grades. You can't just be active co-curriculumly. You have to be active academically too. For me, it's "pretty" rigid to balance it. Sometimes.. You could have an emotional breakdown & you have none to cry a shoulder on. Quite unbelievable to say but you could commit crime if you were out of your sanity. Trust me, it's MADLY fun.. But Mary Poppins once said In every job that must be done, there is an element of fun. You find the fun &.... the job's a game. I think it does make sense.

Until now. Update again soon.

Some one who love books so much, RJ :-) xx

rocky old trip

2011-08-26T11:50:00.001-07:00

Confused. Afraid. I'm in a maze right now. In total confusion of myself. I don't know what's best to do right now.. This feeling of mine is afraid of losing one. Afraid of getting in the game too. For better or worse, I have to explain it.

Maybe if I just accept it, I'll be fine. I'll cope with life. But, I thought hard. Thought twice. Well actually more than twice.. I know I have no time for it. I know.. I just, I don't wanna get torn apart again. I don't. I just wanna be happy. Not wanting to let other ppl down too. I have to make a decision. Wise decision. I nvr take this srsly but now, as I grow up, I need to. Being a teenager is hard.. Going thru every shits, every bits of it. It's a struggle I can say.

What if I have to say yes? Would it end like it ended last time? Would I be dolorous? Will I regret? Ya Allah.. No, I have to say no. No, I can't. I'm living for my studies now. My future. Not that. I have to focus. On a sec thought, what if Rin? What if....

another getaway..

2011-08-20T11:09:00.000-07:00

Being alone is not lonely. Being lonely is alone. I like to be alone nowadays.. I'm not expressing my sadness to being alone nor saying I'm sad. I just need my time alone. Time to think... or maybe. Time to stop thinking just for sometime. Quite a lot of thing have been running inside this mind. Feeling so mesmerized. Couldn't get out of it... So, I really need my time alone.

How have u guys been?

Six months.. I've left this blog for six months. & lotsa things happened during that time. I'm living for my studies now. Focusing on my goals.. & dreams.. No more distractions.. Eugh. Trying to get back "on track".. SO~ I don't really know where to start. Let's see..

March test... Flunked pretty bad at some subjects. Trying harder & harder.. March holiday was never enough. April wasn't a good month to me. It knocked me down but hey, I'm back... ;-) Did win some medals from the Sports Day. Exciting games in Physics Healthrageous.. Well.. I did get back up. Hehe. Came the mid-year exam in May... I suck. Even bad than ever. Such depressing marks for me. Sigh.. June. I never had my June holiday. I don't mind tho.. Had choir practice almost everyday &..... we won. Yes, we did ;-)

& came July....

July was the most thrilling month ever. Unexpected. Memorable. Amazing. & Tiring month. Left the Sultanate for SYF in S'pore with my choir team. Also represented Bruland for international summer camp. Bailed out from school for 2 weeks. FOR GOOD :-P felt so good to be away... but yet feel so good to be home. Now, time to move forward. It was Friday when I turned 15. Time flies so fast.. I miss my birthday.. I really really do.

August. Holy month with blessings. Ramadhan. Here I am.. sitting down.. trying to get all my pending works done.. 9 works r done.. 14 to go! I sense some good & tiring things coming afterwards.. Can't wait~ ^^

And....there u go. My memory was a lil bit rough on reminiscing all of them. Post Diary helped me (HEHEHE) when I read again.. Was I THAT BUSY? Woah man. Didn't notice I actually have quite a lot of activities going on ~.~ How can I even have the energy? I mean..srsly? I am still surprised to myself. Hahaha.. But... one thing for sure, I'M STILL ALIVE WITH EYEBAGS!! YAY ME

M HUNGRYYYYYY. LOL

RJ :) x

holla at you!

2011-02-03T08:31:00.000-08:00

Abang Mexxavi ;-)

I was editing my drama slides when I realized it was February alr. Surprisingly, I slept late. It was a school night. I wasn't supposed to stay awake at that time. But... I was having fun doing the slides 'till I fckin' forgot abt school. Lol.

Happy February lovelies! Have a great month ahead ;-)

So, I have a favor for you guys. Comment on how I start with my intro. It's not much of a big deal but... I care. Sometimes, when the intro is boring ppl will automatically close the tab. & I think my readers do that. Cos I suck on making intros. Funny why my Eng tcher complimented how "excellent" my intro in my Childhood Compo was. I strongly disagree with him. I am RinaJ & I suck on making intros.

Busy. Busy. Busy. That's how I defined my self right now. I've been busy with A LOT of works. (Yes, I'm emphasizing the word a lot w/ bold, capital letters & the largest font. That's just to show how "a lot" is my "a lot" geddit?) In spite of handling a Malay drama for a competition this coming 19th. Oh gosh. I can't actually manage my time so well. Got in the school dance team, currently w/ Zaimah. I so hope I can manage my time. Please oh please. I need to study. Well.. I am.. I mean, revise at home regularly. I stopped doing it last 2 weeks ago. I don't know what happened. Think I'm too exhausted to revise when I've finished my tons of works. Gosh, my 1st montly test is in 4 weeks D:

I'm pretty much stressed out. Kidding, I'm chilled ;-)

Anyway, its February ppl!!!! Anyone made new resolutions? Nope, not me. Am I the only one who thinks that Jan was moving so slow? hahaha. Really. I was eager to make new memories in Feb. Now that the month has arrived, let's make new memories :-)

Past is past #justsaying

I've watched The Green Hornet w/ Meera & Buzz. It was awesome, serious shit man. Hahaha. I think we were the only ppl who laughed so loud lol. I miss them. I wonder where they are.. Hmm.. & Naa. She's been MIA. PSSH. I miss her. I miss my awesome people. I miss my cousins. & last but not least, I miss my boyfriend.

I am out of words. My blog bores me.

'till now, I'll blog again soon.

RJ :) x

The Lazy Song.

2011-01-22T09:19:00.000-08:00

meet me in 2011

Meera Shafiee ;-)

Yeap, those are some great photos I've got from last yr. I got loads but.. I'm sure they'll flood this whole one page.

I'm pretty sure this is already late for me to greet you guys a "Happy New Year" wish. Indeed, I was supposed to update this few weeks ago.. But oh well, we're still in Jan. Words never get bored. So.... I'm wishing you guys now. Happy new year & have a great year ahead ^^

Yes, I'm gonna list some reasons on why didn't I blog on the 1st Jan. Here there are..

I was fucking tired from shopping at Miri.
Went back home late & I needed an 8 hours sleep.
I couldn't stay up late because I had a wedding ceremony to attend :3
You could say I was lazy.....
I enjoyed myself talking on the phone till I forgot that I promised my self to blog HEE :B
Who's gonna read my blog anyway?

I strongly agree w/ my very last reason.. I've lost so many readers now. Maybe all of 'em. Now.. I'm blogging & updating it w/out anyone reading it. Aw, sounds so pathetic. Lol.

I'm just gonna update you guys with the usual stuffs & so. Like,

What's up? How's everyone? How's life? How's school? & most importantly... How's you're so-not-awesome-but-still-you'll-love-her me? hahaha. Yes, I'm apparently...... sick. Thanks to my bros for spreading the virus all over the house. I've been sick since.. Mon. GUH-REAT. School had started few weeks ago. One good news, I'm starting to like Bio. Kind of hate Math right now. It's so irritating. Justin Bieber is in a relationship w/ Selena Gomez..... SAD )-': anyhoos, Life has been really awesome since I've met him. Yknow who you are ;-)

So, speaking of new year, it's like the 3rd week of Jan already.. I haven't make any resolutions yet. Usually, I go and make resolutions & I'll end up breaking 'em early of the month anyway. That's y I stopped making ones :P most prolly.. I won't make any resolutions this year.

I miss last year ): I miss my December. I wish I could turn back the time & spend another awesome moments with my awesome ppl ♥

till now. Will blog again soon.

RJ :) x

hubba bubba

2010-12-11T11:06:00.001-08:00

Never thought that camping is so tiring. I've made so much memories during camp. Waking up at 4. Rush here rush there. Time limit for showering. No shower for a day or two. Make friends. Do laundry. Ahh, nvm that. BSAC is the best camp ever man! :D tho this is my first.. I experienced a lot. Now I know how to do the laundry ey :P I even get to learn Chinese. Or shud I say... Get to talk 'singlish' haha :P but most importantly.. "Right here where friendships bloom" :)

We're in December alr. Hows your hol so far? :) I KINDA don't have "exciting" plans for this hol. Didn't plan to do something productive. But I'm pretty sure, I'll have last min plans. I'm a last min person.. What can u say~ haha. I found a paper that says "Dec hol plan - Practicing my Add.maths" yea... m serious about it. I figured out a way of improving my Add.maths the other day. So why not practice some equations during the hol right. Why not finish one whole past yr book? Rightttt..

Moving on~ Facebook is getting chaotic about the banning of the usage of Facebook in Bru ey. Lol. I 76% agree with it. Don't you guys are annoyed by all those stupid dumb dumb fanpages? Well.. I am. I bet not just me. But everyone. Srsly! Got no life ah? Go make fanpage and mock other people. Ish ish ish :3 No offence laa. But, get a life pls? Somehow.. I disagree. I don't wanna talk a lot but mostly, for business. So yeah. I've read an article in the paper long time ago (not so long ago) saying that if the Bruneian teenagers won't stop making those stupid dumb dumb fanpages, Bru Govn is going to take an action. Which is banning us from using it like China did. So from what I've known China now is FacebookLESS. Lol

#nowplaying Yo Yo - J mcCoy ft. Iyaz

Watched Narnia: The Voyage of The Dawn Treader. Its a 7/10 for me. I still think Rapunzel's cooler HE HE. Oh well. Just watch and rate it yourself. And nope, I didn't watch the 3D one. Not this time. Save money ey LOL :P

Oh maybe I'm too late for this. Supposed to make a special post for "this" but.. Nvm. That doesn't matter. Happy 'belated' 1st monthsarry Zim :) I love you sayang ♥

BSAC 2010 :)

I'll blog again soon.

RJ :) x

buzz lightyear :D

2010-11-30T08:08:00.000-08:00

I miss school times.

I'm not good on making introduction. But, I'll try my best anyway. So, its the last day of November today. I hope everyone enjoy their Nov.. I kind of did. Wait, correction... I did enjoy it. He he he ;) and not to forget, my camp starts tmrw. I've been looking forward for it :D so yeah, I'll be away for 6 days. Oh well~

This blog was supposed to be updated last few days ago. I did wrote something but I made 'em as my drafts instead. I lost my points to continue.. so I made a new one. And.. here it is. Have loads to share with you guys. Too bad theres a time limit to blog this time :P so I can't talk much. I mean I can, I just can't. Getz it? Lol, I don't hahaha.

#nowplaying Bruno Mars - Count On Me

First,

I'm done with school. WOOHOOO :D I even got my report sheet already and... I think I've lost it now. Kind of misplaced it. Well, overall I think my performance wasn't good enough to impress all of my tchers. I'm sorry that I had disappointed some of you, teachers. Shud've been more "serious" in class.. esp BM. hewhew :3 AHHH! What did I get? The best student in Yr9sci2 for 2010 hehehehehe :P but still, next year's gonna be tougher. Gonna need more than just a "hard work"

Second of all,

I've made quite a lot of 'sweet and sour' memories this yr. Dramas.. Shits.. All included. Fo sho m gnna miss 'em all. Can't believe we have a month left 'till 2010 ends. woo. So fast eyy?

.......

Dunno what to say ._.

Third,

Justin Bieber has released his "Acoustic Album" already. He even got a new hair style :O short hair... sexyyyyy ;) hahaha :P oh, my point of mentioning this is cos.. I WANT THE ALBUM D: hahaha lol. Yes, I'm running out of things to talk. So why not blabbers 'bout him? HAHHA

Fourth,

I.............................. still have nothing to say. REALLY. Cos I think... I'm wayyyyy too excited for the camp. HAHAH. Worst thing is.. no texting zim :( fuck camp fuck :( Haiyaaaa o.O Even worst... I'm gnna miss our 1st "girls HMY's hangout" EFF D: tssssssk

oh well,

I guess thats all for me. Ignore the title n happy hols! hee ^^, do miss me everyone :P

RJ :) x

nowhere but up

2010-11-10T02:47:00.000-08:00

OH EM GEE! its November already :O woaah time flies so fast eyy ._. I can't believe we're just around the corner 'till 2010 ends.

Hello blog. look at my blog man.. you can see dust all over it and that includes the spider-webs. eww. I know I know.. I have no time to blog ok? my final yr's over. I'm so glad~ my "fweedom" started at 8.45am on the 3th Nov 10, last week. and yes, I counted. I remember I spent my last 15 mins looking at the clock goes "ticktock.. ticktock.." during the last paper. when the clock strikes at 8.45, I grinned cos........ I'm freeeeeeeee~ screw books already screw marks screw exam... you can burn all the books already~ lol jk. haha. of course you can't burn 'em. they're still useful kaliah :P

well.. ain't much going on at school after exam. I'm just busy with practices for the CCA closing ceremony. I srsly can't wait for it. I was hoping that it'd be held at night again. unfortunately, its gonna be in the morning SAD :(

I have received some of my papers already.. and so far.. I'm quite satisfied with my marks. Alhamdulillah, I achieved good grades :) tho I may have slacked my Chem n Phy pprs. well at least, I passed..

another good news, I got in the BSAC (Brunei-S'pore Adventure Camp) interview. see, told you guys I talked a lot :P I'll be away for 6 days starting from 1st - 6th Dec. and fyi, the camp is not in S'pore this yr SAD :( hahahah :P but then like, at least, I have something productive thing to do during hol. theres just one rule that I hate the most, that is "no electronic devices are allowed - mobile phone, PSP, iPod, iPad" I KNOW RIGHT! no iPod? no phones?! are you freaking serious? D: how can I survive without my phone? how can I stand without Boomberman games? D: how can I sleep without my iPod being plugged in my ear every night? D: damnnnnnn D: I'm so gonna miss my bed. I'm so gonna miss my room and most importantly I'm so gonna miss my zim haiyaaaaa :(

I still can't believe it....... ._.

actually, I wanted to write a long post but.. I think this is long enough for today. I'll update you guys soon.

RJ :) x

can I fast foward pls?

2010-10-09T17:25:00.000-07:00

Game over. No more games to play. I'm tired of this already, really. So, game over ppl.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii earthlings! hello cookie monshter ;)

Never knew that I had "no time" to blog. Cos I always blog whenever I'm bored. Guess everything has changed now.. Whaddup, earth? Man, it's been awhile since I've blogged. Like really. I seriously miss blogging! Reasons for me not to blog:

Exam is coming. Screw exam!
I revise regularly since last few weeks ago now..
Keep on delaying on publishing my posts.
Got no mood at all.
EXAM! :O :O

Yeah... Basically, the best reason is.. exam. My final yr is in less than 2 weeks now D: I'm gonna be dead if I don't score my 3 sci(s) this time. Really. Damn it. I gotta study smart, we all gotta study smart. Esp, my phy. I hope I'll pass both of the phy papers. Hate to admit it, I still haven't recover every topics for every subs. Sad. I know I know, I shud've started my revision last month. Hey, I did.......did revision on my chem only. Pfft. Screw exam man. We're all stressing out. I heard yr 8(s) gonna sit for their big exam on Mon. Well then, goodluck guys ;) trust me, the papers are going to be easy peasy meeh THAT IS if you do your revision at home :P

So, somehow, I find Facebook is a distraction. Even my eng tcher agreed. I rarely watch the tv. But there is always something for me do and that is.. Facebook -.- How do you guys get off Facebook so easily? Hmm can I stand 2 weeks without having a Facebook for awhile? I think I can... Lets just see if things can work out like I expect them to be.

I'm really craving for wcd :( hate naa for not bringing me to cb last time. Hate uuuuuu :( it's been 4 weeks. 4 weeks = a month! omg :O I cannot believe it. Go buy for me zim :( :(

Baz, we need to have our "girls talk" at cb sooner or after the exams. I'll see you whenever. I truly miss u :( takecare of urself alright. I'm sure you'll do great in your o'level. Don't worry, I'll pray for you ;) goodluck love :D

People who dislikes you can do whatever he/she wants just to make "us" suffer. Not really suffering. But, you get the point right? I don't really know if I have one. But, I'm sure I do. Everyone does. Well.. my point of mentioning abt this is becos.. I wanna warn you guys :P No, but really. Hahahaha ok, lets just get to the point.. Even your own bestfriends can backstab you. So............keep an eye on 'em :P

My life is awesome so far. I'm glad I met you, you know who you are ;) hehehe :B I wish today can be forever.. But too bad, for me, forever doesn't exist. But "always" does exists.

I'm outta words already ._.

'till my next post.

Assalamualaikum ;)

just another day..

2010-09-02T09:15:00.000-07:00

shit man. its been a rough day so far. i noticed almost everyone's down/pissed. pfft.

why do guys make us fall for them when they don't even love us? when they're just playing around? they think we're toys. i'm sick of being sick. after all this while, i know i shouldn't hope high. i should stop believing. i should stop everything i'm doing now................. k no, i can't. i don't want to. shit, i don't know what am i typing.... i am mad. i'm happy. i wanna cry.

I'm feeling all mixed up!

its like i want to elaborate everything to someone who wants to listen my story. from the beginning till' the end. i repeat, the beginning till' the end..

sometimes, i feel like living in other country where people doesn't know who you really are. where you can just cry anytime anywhere and don't care about the freaking people looking at you. staring at you like hell. and you're just gonna sit there and continue crying...... like a freaking weirdo. go die man! ._.

DIE. I MEAN IT

tsk tsk. whats wrong with me these days? why do you keep on giving me hopes? i should remind my self that i can't hope high. i can't even make any hopes for you. its not the right time. stop rin, STOP. now you tell me, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL?

to whom it may concern, no offence.

Olive You

2010-08-30T09:19:00.001-07:00

Jee Julkipli :)

can someone or somebody take away my phone and banned me from using the net? hahaha.

Assalamualaikum and hello. ;)

I'm bored. so I blog to kill the time. its the 30th of Aug. raya is in weeks and I lost my freaking raya mood already. :| blame that freaking bimbo tailor. pfft

its Monday and I have loads to do for this upcoming hol. I hope I can finish everything by this week. please, I really need a break. in my dictionary, my 'break' here means.. 'the period where you can relax, not think abt study stress and do not do any stressful works e.g. homeworks' so yeah.. holiday come fast!

does flashing back your past is one of the bad things? will it ruined our present? I just wonder.. I keep on questioning ppl abt random things.. I guess some of my friends are annoyed. tsk sorry. my thoughts need to be answered ASAP or else I'll keep the questioning going on and on and on till' don't know when to stop. but heck yeah, I really need to stop. ppl are annoyed and I'm getting more annoying. SAD ):

to be honest, I kind of miss my real formspring stalker as I mentioned in my notes in Facebook. tsk. but I really do miss you. yknow who you are if you're reading this. its been a while.. he he he.

don't mind about my layout. theres something wrong with the picture. I freaking don't know what happened. gonna fix it sooner, don't worry.

its been a couple months that I've been single ho, you can call me rina claus minus the ho ho (8)

sweet memory

2010-08-23T01:43:00.000-07:00

lets just get to the point k? so, i had a wonderful sungkai or shud I say.. night with my sisters last weekend. nothing much to say.. enjoy the pictures ;)

i'm lovin it ;)

my kentuts!

bumped into her. good to see u pwetty ;)

I know someday.. I'm gonna miss this moment. exams are coming. assignments are piling up. everyone seems very busy. a night with you guys? WORTH IT. thanks for the night ka ;)

love u guys! xx

NO LOOKING BACK

2010-08-19T00:24:00.000-07:00

days by days had passed by and I'm still slacking off. Final Yr Exam is in 2 months. I should be ready by now. I should revise more regularly. Not thinking about 'love' and 'life'. My mind has to be set to only think about Final Yr, now. K don't stress rin, don't stress.

anyway, so far.. Chemistry is getting harder. Phy is getting confusing and Bio is getting more understandable. I'm 78% sure I can score my Bio in my Final Yr if I use all the resources I have to revise. I know I know, I'm talkin abt school again. You're welcome to leave if you're bored KAY.

Idk why Bio is getting more.. well.. understandable for me. Tho, I hated bio since Jan (don't get me start talkin 'bout that one) but hey its nt that hard like I'd expect. But oh damn I still need to improve all of it ):

I only get to revise twice or at least once a week. I need to revise on every sch nights. Cos' we usually have surprise tests >:O I seriously need a wake up call from now on! HELP MEH D:

When a person hates you or when their jealous or mad or whatever expression they're having, they will do whatever it takes to kill/ make other ppl hate you, kan? Good to know, not everyone is like that. Some just chill around and take care of their own business. Some just don't care and bitching in someone's life. Are you proud to be a bitch? Don't you have your own life to takecare of? Are you like, some kind of animal or something? Don't you have a feeling? Don't you know you're just fooling yourself? You don't know what you're doing kan? Don't you know you're not that perfect? Don't you know you're not like the miss universe? I mean cmon, you don't have to talk behind ppl's back kaliah. Thats just rude.. Didn't your tcher teach you abt 'MANNERS'? Right, I'm no one to judge you. I'm no one to advise you. But pls, stop it. I know you're not THAT DUMB, pls make good of use your brain to think k.

I apologize for saying badwords and no offence.

Happy birthday Yetty Manaf! Stay hot dah ;)

'TILL HERE.

to infinity and beyond..

2010-08-18T04:26:00.000-07:00

you know.. trouble is a friend. it will find you whenever where ever. it never fails to make you sick and crazy. but, there are always some friends who cheer you up when you're down. there are some friends who can make you smile and laugh in no time. friends who stand up for us. friends who annoy us but still, we'll miss their annoyance. friends who love you for who you are. friends who always know when you should sleep or what time you wake up. friends who know you very well. friends who have known you for long time. friends who know when you're sad, mad, crying or even having pms. friends who hate you for no reason. friends who back stab you. friends who trust you. friends who never forget you. friends who are weird. friends who are fun to talk with. friends to chat, always. friend who will wait for you. friends who accept you as their beloved. friends who are special for you. the list goes on and on..

I believed each one of you have these kind of friends in your life. cause I do. every sentence about 'friends' I had made, it refers to a particular someone. and I want to thank Allah for that. alhamdulillah, every day I make new friends. and most importantly, get along with them. thank you Allah.

all my sisters have their own path or place to study. lets just say it this way.. they're all grown up already. they're in the stage of being an 'adult'. bazilah, nearly graduate. sai, she goes to PTEK. naa and ka nas, both at MTJB. ka fifah and ka afrah, both got into UBD. see? they are all.. pre uni/uni already. while me? i'm still in high school. not that i want to graduate early and go uni asap, no. its just that.. by the time i graduated, they all have their 'own life' to takecare of. i'm still preparing for my future. i don't know where to go after i graduate. so.. hard to plan. i've talked w babah about it and he said you should plan early, so you know your dream, your path and then when you already know it, you just have to score the goals. i think, i'm not ready to score yet.......

in fact, i haven't plan my future yet. never expect future is this important. i'm not doing good on my studies lately to be more specific, phy. i'll flunk if i don't do something. babah canceled the tutor cause he said i know i can do it. but i can't.. and i'm afraid to fail phy and disappoint you, bah. i'll try my best..

i miss chatting with you. you know who you are.

'till my next post x.

life is unfair

2010-08-08T04:09:00.000-07:00

i just feel like blogging k. so.. PTM was held yesterday. i don't really care about my position. i just care abt my Physics.

B.Melayu - A2

Eng - A2

Maths - A1

Phy - D7

Chem - B3

Bio - C6

IRK - A1

A.Maths - A2

Geog - A2

MIB - C5

P.E - B4

you see, i need to improve my three sci. don't blame the 'science studs'. its new for us. don't expect we can get thru all those 'stuffs' in a year. we just got 'there'. we don't have 'basics'. doesn't mean we have to be THAT perfect. thats killing us. i know its part of learning. i know, WE know. please, just stop judging us stop being a racist for once.

omg. thats all i wanna blog. IM DONE HERE

just make a wish..

2010-07-28T09:12:00.000-07:00

For the first time ever, I shared a cake with my brother. And believe it or not.. I just blew my 14th candles on my bro's birthday. Funny. Not really. Whatevs.

You're like the most lame-st guy I've ever met. You're taller than me. And sometimes, you're smarter than me, I have to admit it I hate it. You came just right in time when I needed urgent help. (not really) Thanks bang. Happy 15th dude! :D I............. l..lav..yer.

and last but not least..

You're alive! HAHAHAHAH.

am I getting lost in my dreams?

2010-07-22T18:00:00.000-07:00

Haiiyaaaaaa! 8) Sorry for not updating. I've lost interest in blogging but I srsly miss it..

So far, I had a good day! ;) thanks for those who greeted me. Thanks for the surprise party syah and mah. I love you guys to bits. ;) I'm still thanking people since afternoon. Some of my wishes did come true, Alhamdulillah. But there is one wish that I know it will never ever ever come true. kaywhatevs. SO, whats up world? Its been ages.. I haven't blog ever since. Lets see what are my reasons.. Lazy, have nothing to say, busy w/ revisions and stuffs.

Actually, I don't have anything to update about. But yeah, I still want to blog. Alright.. here goes nothing.

I'm having a cold. Cause I swam at the Stadium around 3ish. I know I shouldn't have swam thru' the cold. Swimming is like my fav among the others. What can i do.. Despite of having a common flu, I jumped into the pool and the next thing I know, I knew I'm gonna catch a cold. So, thats how I got it. School is so tiring. Exams and 2nd assessment are just around the corner. DONT. LET. ME. START. TALKIN. ABT. THE. STRESS. K.

I miss chatting with you. You know who you are.

till' my next post...

Happy birthday Mateen & PE! :D have a blast ;)

Moonlight.

2010-07-03T05:56:00.000-07:00

Thank God its weekend! Finally, I get to rest for a while. Its been 4 days.. I've been busy with explomath, dikir competition and homeworks. A day watching for our booth wasn't bad at all. This time the explomath was held at the SMMHTutong. The people are so friendly ;) Its good if you get to know them well. They're hilarious! hehe. It was a tiring job, but believe it or not, the fun wasn't the same. Afterall, all I did were explaining how to play the games and laugh when someone lose. mwahahahaha :O Isn't that fun? :P

Trust me, I'm gonna miss those moments.

Having sore throat is a bad idea. (it wasn't an idea anyway -.-') thru out' my tweets, I found this 'July is going to be a hard time for me. The real works begin..' actually, yes it is going to be a hard time. My 2nd assestment test is coming in weeks, assignments are pilling up and going to have a tutor. Thats why.. I really need to focus already. BUT, theres a but. Its not happening. AT ALL. I'm still in my holiday mood and I've been slacking off over a week already. I'm still brain-washed eversince the sch re-opens -.-' its hard to get my brain fresh again.

I wonder how did the time flies so fast. I closed my eyes and then when I opened them.. Turns out to we're in the month of July already. Wow. I never liked July anyway.. I dislike people keep on reminding me about my birthday. (please don't do so) How do you forget your birthday kan? I really want it to happen. I want it like, one day before it you're busy then the next thing yknow is.. your birthday is tmrw and you say 'omg, I forgot about my birthday already :O'

I guess thats all I need to update, yes stalker? see you till' next time! chow.

Assalamualaikum.

start saying I am who I am and I CAN.

2010-06-23T16:52:00.000-07:00

i've been very busy with school stuffs these days. believe it or not, i'm more into studying now guys. because i know i really need to focus starting now before i sit for my end of yr exam. i'm gonna take a tuition class sooner or later so it'll make me busier than ever. we're having remedial class eversince our result were............ yeah yknow it. i will make an effort to have a freakin' B or C for my Phy on my next exam. as soon as sch re-opens the other day, i have works to do already. its nothing to be stress about, its our school. trust me, its all worth it. ;) but of course, time management is important and thats why i choose my school in the first place.

did you enjoy your 2 weeks holiday? well.. i kinda did. i had relaxed too much so i deserved to be given works. anyway, i've been thinking to make an account for Youtube because i am trying to learn how to edit videos recently. i still have a red light glowing for now. so yeah..

till' next time. chow!

everybody's looking for love.

2010-06-12T04:32:00.001-07:00

missing the good times and old days~

i've got questions. is it true when something is over means its over? is it true that Deja Vu can happen? is it really true that love can ruin things? can make things up side down?

summer break is a good way for us to release our stress. i was stressed out. all i need was a break. school break. and here comes the break. which i still have nothing productive to do until today -.- holiday is holiday. i'm glad i'm enjoying it so far. been great good and healthy, i guess ;)

well.. there are sort of things that really really ruined my wonderful holiday. but, yknow what? that don't really matter. cause those shits are just shits. i don't even bother abt them. my holiday plan worked for the first time in my life.

watched Karate Kid and it was awesome. real Kung Fu movie, strongly recommended for every ages ;) in fact, you'll be interested in Kung Fu. and trust me, i never gonna lie but Jaden Smith is like the cutest creature on earth! (lol no lah i was just kiddin :P)

if you're still bored at home.. try these

make a video and sing some songs.. then watch it. i really think you'll enjoy watching it
watch some cool dvds. Chong Hock dvds are the best. trust me its cheap it only costs $2.50 each
run, jog, swim, hike.. i'm sure you'll love it
stalk. thats the best job. EVER

was just kid abt the last one :P i miss kk. i miss miri. i miss starbucks. i miss kb. i miss lumut. i miss my people. i miss my school. i miss my teachers. i miss my man. i miss tutong. i miss everything!

June, better be good.

2010-06-04T17:15:00.000-07:00

this amazing photo was taken on the last day of sch at the award ceremony for all students who achieved agg 5 for their SSSRU last year for all Brunei 2 schools. trust me, this photo is worth a million ;) ive never been so happy. alhamdulillah. i thank God for giving me a good brain. i couldn't thank more :') terima kasih Ya Allah.

HOLIDAY TO DO:

movie w friends cousins
hiking w parents
swimming w cousins
dvd marathon alone
shopping
complete my assignments

so far i have 3 assignments to be done during this 2 weeks of holiday. and fyi, i have 4 days of school on the last week of hol. not that i'm having ext classes, no. just some dikir dabaie practice. i guess its good for me cos' i knw i need to make my self busy rather than doing nothing at home. so i won't blog so much this hol. well.. see you in Twitter, Formspring & Facebook!

Happy Holiday people! :D

another special day for you.

2010-06-03T02:42:00.001-07:00

happy birthday Akid Iskandar! :D (the guy on the left)

stay hot.

enjoyyyyyy ;)

hello 2nd June :8)

2010-06-02T06:56:00.000-07:00

Naa Ahmad, the girl that cracks me up when i'm not in a mood. the girl that rocks my world. the girl that has always been there for me whenever i need her. the girl that i consider as a lovely sister. the girl that hates you and loves me instead. :p

well.. Happy Birthday ka! ;) aku sayang kaka banyak banyak..

make sure you enjoy every little bits of this 2nd June. and last but not least, enjoy being 19!

your day.

2010-05-31T23:55:00.000-07:00

happy birthday Hanif Omar Ali!

stay hot and enjoy :D

I'd wait on you forever.

2010-05-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

Jush ;) aku ~~inda~~ rindu kau.

Happy Friday people! ;)

slept over lambak last night. didn't do much. just.. sleep?

i don't care about my exam papers anymore. i really really need a break. holiday, come fast~ will you? school has treated me so bad w exam papers. :\ on the bright side, thank God i'm still alive. haha. been listening to Justin Bieber's songs these days. technically, you can say i'm a big fan of his.

moving on..

I've been missing people so much. ): I miss my friends and cousins. I miss my peeps and folks. I really miss my people esp..

Nabilah Azhar Yea.

babe, I really miss you.

when can we both go on a date? ):

Syazwani Mohiddin.

sai, oii kau atu jauh. aku rindu kau banyak! ):

bila swimming?

Abdie Manaf.

orang cute! aku rindu kau macam aku rindu si naa ):

bantal busuk mu bide ah. lawa lagi bantal ku moden sikit.

aku rindu kau banar banar.

now playing Need You Now - Lady Antebellum.

I'm craving for chicken Mc nuggets. D:

put a smile on your face.

2010-05-26T04:46:00.000-07:00

beautiful girls all over the world~ (8) hehehe.

dear Nanee Hasnani, you have a cute face, sexy smile and you play cool. ;) I just wanna say happy birthday my friend.

enjoy being 13! :D

I'm your biggest fan.

2010-05-22T00:43:00.000-07:00

Trisha Nordin :)

and ugh i look sick :s

i don't wanna lose my dream. neither wanna aim for it. i'm lost without you. i really need you. i want you back. i won't admit it to you. cos' you ain't mine anymore. still wondering what life would brings if we were still together. i just miss November 5th, 09. )': p/s: im still not over you.

Assalamualaikum, hello my dear friends 8)

its the last day of Mid-Year and i can smell freedom. i can feel the "exam is over" feeling. ;) no more books. no more stress. no more studying. no more waking up early just to recall all the things. bio didn't give us any mercy. screw bio for being sucha hard friend to us! more or less the same goes to Irk and Bm. and the title "Mr. Friendly" is obviously for Maths only. screw exam. its over alreadyy. :D

life confused me.

love is building up inside me.

i'm just so......

i just miss you alot. :')

my wishlist is colourful. it contains a lot of wishes.. i wanna announce something.. i want headphone/s for my birthday. from someone. thats it. ;) ha-ha. rin, no body cares anyway -.-

and one last thing.. ITS GOOD TO BE BACK!

P/S: nadh, lanja oi dang! rindu ku kau ah :p

close your eyes.. make a wish!

2010-05-19T00:27:00.000-07:00

to the left.. to the left.. haha!

happy birthday Hashfi!

stay cool.. and creative.

Go green!

You too Arif!

stay cute. \nnn/

have a blast dudes! :D

she's like a star.

2010-05-17T00:38:00.000-07:00

Falling to pieces by Maddi Jane.

another random 11 years old girl. such a deep great matured voice. at first, I never thought that her voice would be like that. but hey, once you click the play button.. you'll get shocked. I know you will, I'm sure. I envy her ): wish my voice is like that. so anyways, again, she was invited to Ellen Show. what a wonderful lucky girl ;) click here to watch her performed at Ellen Show on May 12th. enjoyy!

P/S: syah.. I told you her voice is lawa!

the next JB?

2010-05-15T10:34:00.000-07:00

i like his deep-matured-more-or-less-sound-like-a-girl voice. ;) wow, will he be the next Justin Bieber? the world decides that. his name is Greyson Chance, aged 12. he perfomed Paparazzi cover song by Lady Gaga at Edmond's sixth grade festival. he has been in piano class for three years. thats why he seems so pro or handal in Brunei. :p Ellen saw his video on YouTube. she called her mom immidiately. it was in Maths class when Greyson had an emergency called from his mom. the big news was he was invited to Ellen Show on May 13th. he was so thankful and lucky cos he got a chance to call with Lady Gaga himself! what a lucky guyy. and he is cute, just as cute as JB.

you can see that the girls back there were shocked. so do i at the first place. never thought the voice would be so so so so idk.. its unexplainable. 8)

heres his YouTube

do watch him on Ellen Show. where ya can find the video? upthere. so enjoyy!

p/s: i came back only for this. will be on hiatus until next two weeks. Justin Bieber, you're still ma man! ♥

happy birthday.

2010-05-15T00:20:00.000-07:00

happy birthday Dreena Alauddin!

dree, stay smexy. ;) enjoy being 17.

my dream is to fly over the rainbow so high. ;)

2010-05-09T06:44:00.000-07:00

sup dawg.

first thing, do miss me.

second, i'll be away for weeks.

third, so long ma frieeeeeeeeeeends. ;) and goodluck.

SOS. I need help!

2010-05-06T22:55:00.001-07:00

help me.. i'm slacking.. i said to my self "why am i sucha lazy bum?" i even answered my self "cos you suck rin. you really suck." pfft i'm crazy. i need someone to motivate me. really. had a free lecture from my mum the other day but i'm still slacking. i'm doing things that i shudn't do and one of em is.. SLACKING! -.- man i srsly need to revise. cos' my MYExam starts on Saturday. i tell ya, everytime exam/test comes, i never prepared well. tho in the first place i'd say "will study hard. better. smarter. will improve.." shit, it never work.

cos' thats who you are. crap. what em i talkin abt..

i am who i am.

i'm stressed-out!

and i really need to revise now.

bieber blast!

2010-05-02T07:36:00.000-07:00

its just so scary.. yesterday was a history that i will never forget. what a day.. sigh.

baby fix me~ (8)

its 10ish. screw the time above.. currently watching this tv show called AIM with Mama. Babah's not home. he's sleeping over at Champion's Field. Bah, i know you can't read this.. come back soon. takecare and siapkan tah project atu so that you can balik awal. ): lavyer.

#nowplaying Selamat Malam - Faizal Tahir. 8)

lets move on.. lets talk about my day shall we? :) arite baby. so went out with syah and teen. syah came to my house and guess what? i haven't/hadn't take my shower yet. -.- anak atu. had my showered and mama sent us to teen's. we were late.. so "Mall" didn't have enough seats for us. IronMan 2 is a must watch movie. but maybe today isn't the day. pfft -.-" i'm a lil bit pissed off now cos' mirul sampat liat ): i hate you bang. f you.

met a lot of peeps. met naa, dreena, abdie, grah, ajim, jim, nusi, naff, mui, trisha, mira, hakim, hashfi, haifa, qilah and more i guess? -.- cos' i forgot. haha. tell me this thing is killin' me. stm i meant. i had fun afterall. i call it.. a day. yknow instead of a night.. haha.

i should be studying. midyear is just around the corner. i don't feel like getting number one. to be honest, i don't even bother abt mid year. idk why ): sad.. well not yet. just yet. i'm still waiting for the day to come. the day that i realise i must study for mid year. (what the hell rin -.-) and i'm still waiting and waiting..

oh yes, Diary Of A Wimpy Kid is coming soon. be my date? hahaha. :p

p/s: D, kau makin tinggi ah. baie. hahah. orang cute ani. wuuww. Jim, haha kau cali ah. pemalu. cute :') hahahah.

beyond awesome.

2010-04-29T05:05:00.000-07:00

purple is my team. ;) ola baby.

liat baju kami ah..

lawa liaaah :8)

sports day was awesome and fun! :D

p/s: exam is coming. that means......... yea.

one thing you should do when i was away.. miss me. :p

the day.

2010-04-27T00:30:00.000-07:00

and i was like baby baby baby baby oo~ haha ;)

dear Najihah Ali, you're so wonderful. you have that smile that guys would chase after you. and you, have a hot hairstyle. i so lav it ;) stay pwetty and awesome. happy birthday my dear friend. ♥

enjoy being fifteen!

chicas.

2010-04-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum. :)

the world has gone mad.. okay. currently doing.... nothing since 3 hours ago. its ridiculous. i need entertainment. apparently, i have Ihya Ramadhan practice for 8th May performance. another nasyid practice. running skills to improve? (400m, 4 times 100m and 100m) -.- and books to revise and i'm still playin around when exam is like 2 weeks in time. blergh. everything in one month. i tell ya, i'm kinda busy but i don't know where did i get this time to blog. haha. i lav it ;)

now singing - Love Me by Justin Bieber.

dad "kemana kaka ni?"

me "main hujan. HEHE"

dad "mandi selajur lapas atu"

me "bah.. okay bye"

minutes after that..

i was wet.. me "siuk eh!"

dad "haha. bah mandi tah."

cool eh? ;)

ro-b-ot-ne-v-er-ge-t-ti-re-d

2010-04-21T20:22:00.000-07:00

why do you have to control everyone else's life when you can't even control yours? you're off the limit. over bah kau atu. inda kau paham bahasa melayu "mun kan jaga tepi kain orang, jaga tepi kain mu dulu" ah dang? inda merati dang? cambahai kau ah. i don't get it, can you just mind your own. then, if you've improved or even can take good care of yourself for not being a btch then you can jaga tepi kain orang. damn man, i know i'm not supposed to say this... back off woman. you are no one to control her. screw you! and get your own fckin life.

don't get me wrong. its not my mom. -.-

lets start the real work here.

Monday was bloody. still sick.. but i have to go to since i'm getting better. otherwise, i wouldn't have been in sch. i would've sleep the whole day and it would be a boring Monday for me. boo-hoo (A) none of them are happening. skipping school? no way. i'm trying to collect a 100% attandance here. haha. replaced aisyaa in the 800m running event in the afternoon. aisyaa was there but she was tired? -.- so.. its worth a try. ;) despite of lack of training, i ran my hearts out and got 4th place.

and lets skip Tuesday. the next day.. let see.. ain't much happening around. just the world. its full of confusion. the world confuses me alot. is it possible that things can changed without being noticed? hmm..

i was moody. thank God i have my siblings to cheer me up. never wanna say this, i love you guys. (ew. mirul? qilah? no way.) but no matter what i've said before, i didn't mean it. no i lied, i mean it. HA-HA. without you guys i would never laugh till my tears fall down. seriously. i ~~never~~ love you guys.

p/s: bang kau bide ah. HAHAH begok eh.

the flash?

2010-04-19T19:49:00.000-07:00

its what i called SUNDAY. ;)

aida and zimah! ;)

fi'en, aida, zimah and safwan! ♥

sayang the photo blur ):

i really had fun during the dance lesson and also hadrah lesson. trust me, its my best sunday for this year so far. i lav it. its like i wanna do it again. met new, cool, pretty, hot, cute and friendly friends! :) nice to meet you guys.. esp safwan! hahah. he's cute i tell ya. :p cute-est dance partner. :p

okay, i just hope i get thru.

till here. i'm sick and tired bye aku kan tidur! :D

selamat malam. ♥

the day that you've realise you're getting older. :p

2010-04-19T03:53:00.000-07:00

wafii, happy birthday dude! :)

have a blast and enjoy.

bah, will update real soon lagi.

don't jugde.

2010-04-17T20:43:00.000-07:00

apparently.. i'm sick. haha -.-" and yes, the kebudayaan thingy is tmrw. fuhhhh. hope i get thru. okay, till now. ;)

p/s: cambahai mua ku ah. -.-

have a blast.

2010-04-16T03:34:00.000-07:00

i just wanna say..

its Nain Junaidi's birthday!

happy birthday en! ;)

stay pretty, gorgeous.

andd..

its Mimi Suhaimi's birthday!

happy birthday mi! :)

stay hot. hahah :O

be my angel.

2010-04-16T00:11:00.000-07:00

you never knew I would fall for you.

okay, I was just making that up. that should be me is playing on youtube. yes youtube, it ain't iTunes. mummy's lappy just got virueses. and she formatted it at the shop. so my stuffs, all my photos, songs that includes iTunes, assignment and some kind of weird documents i've been working on are gone for good. ): damn hell i have to re-do everything. re-send everything. re-download everything. shiz.

slept over at naa's. had a great time with her bergila-ing. i called it a night. ;) shizzle ma nizzle baby! i'm home, apparently. and she's somewhere in ICC with ka inas and nana. didn't have a chance to go with them, i had to head home early cos' i've kebudayaan practice dance with cuyus coaching -.- don't even bother to ask why.

i've watched this funny movie.

7/10

this so amazing movie ever. don't give up, yeah. ;)

9/10

& lastly this one. music is not from a book. we don't learn musics from books. music comes from our surrounding. feel the rhythm be the beat.

p/s: haven't finish watching it. haha.

mid-year is coming soon. its the 10th. and Sunday is besok lusa. i need to nail my moves. god, let it be my lucky Sunday please. thank you. so... hows your Friday so far guys? ;) if you guys are not having fun, try something.. hmm like.. dancing around like a fool. try have fun alone singing your fav song in the shower. i'm just giving you tips cos' thats what i always do if i'm bored.

till my next post.

from 25 to one big family. :)

2010-04-12T04:24:00.001-07:00

OLA! :D

9.04.10

yes, it was taken at our last practice. and thats when we all did our best. sang our hearts out. sir and tcher burst into tears. tears of joy. terharu nya orang. ;) we finished our song at exactly 9.43 and we're ready to show our talent!

10.04.10

big day for every choir groups in every schools. ;) of course we were nervous. who doesn't? however, we know we can do it (not being over confident) cause we work our ass hard, we practice every single day. and yet, we believe in ourselves.

tears of sadness. )':

sir said, " its alright. you girls did nothing wrong for the first time. its perfect! :') its the best performance ever for me. you girls never give up. next year, i'm sure of winning this. you girls are still the best."

we got number 4 same goes to STPRI. congrates for MS, SOASC and SMSAB.

this is when i thought my world is going to end (begok much -.-") but, i didn't give up. at all. its okay :') there is always next time, and that time we must prove to them that they're wrong. wrong to judge us.

this is when Cikgu Ariffin cheered us up. he kept on saying "lawa girls. buat catu masa performance. inda apa. kamu number satu in masna!"

i still don't have the guts to smile. we spent time to cool down. to let the tears out. and that tears.. is worth a thousand worth. (wtf)

and theres always been our clowns. haha. or in other word "pelawak" they both cheered everyone up in the bus. every body laughed and put a wide smile except Sri. thank you pips and nong for everything. ;)

after all, our hard work is paid. we did our best. ;) we're a happy, loud, cool and adorable family now. and we NEVER GIVE UP. yeap, thats the spirit.

MASNAAAAAA BOLEH!

be the best of the best.

2010-04-09T05:30:00.000-07:00

i don't feel like blogging. no ones gonna read my blog anyway. so i can blog whatever i want. hoo-yeaaaa! (A) have nothing to share. just updating and keep updating cause my readers ( not sure if i still have one, apakan memajal much -.- ) are prolly bored with this un-cool blog.

had a last choir practice today. ;) tmrw's the day. grrrr! :s goodluck everyone. be the best of the best! :D

not to forget, its..

afiq rahman's birthday! ;) called him. menyesal, abis jua credit ku bah. -.-

phone ringing..

r "oiii fiiq! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

a "haha haai thank you.."

mins later....

a "eh your profile picture ah.. drawing kah?"

r "NO!"

a "macam fake aah.."

r "I AINT FAKE -.-"

and.. the convo lasted for 20ish mins.

and also.. wanong's birthday! :D to both of you, have a blast. ♥

tmrw's the day. choir final competition. gggrrrr! goodluck folks ;)

p/s: will edit this post asap.

come back to me. ):

2010-04-08T23:25:00.000-07:00

i so love her fucking nigger hair!

ay baybay! i can see dusts are all over this blog. kesian ): i shouldn't have leave you blog. now i come back for you, bring me readers. ):

wtf.

so.. we didn't have practice today. i was bored. the netball team match was today. i DID come to support them. siuk kalier meliat dorang :p hahaha kan mal? HAHA. okay -. - move on.. i was late, unfortunately. haha. so i came to watch SMLK instead. not really watching. but, whatever. the group B won! ;) by 18-4. woaaaah :O too bad group C didn't make it. its alright guys! ;) you guys are still the best. next is, international choir team.

told naa to bring me to find my tudung for choir. so she agreed. ;) thanks ka :p kaka bebau.

slept over at her place.

fuck, i'm getting chubbier ): how do you reduce the pipi's weight (sp?) kan? -.-"

isn't me or this thing?

2010-04-04T05:04:00.000-07:00

i feel bad when i don't post about my peeps' birthday. in that case, i am so so so sorry for not posting about their birthdays. i didn't mean to forget. this stm (short term memory) thing is so crazy. and it really does exist. not lying. -.-

so for that, i guess i wanna greet you guys.

3rd Jan- mizah's birthday.

5th Jan- abdie's birthday. (i did post abt you :p)

13th Jan- uncle wan's birthday.

18th Jan- fiqah's birthday.

24th Jan- qilah suzaime's birthday.

27th Jan- azim suhaili's birthday.

31th Jan- majdi's birthday.

2nd Feb- liyana's birthday.

6th Feb- teeya's birthday.

13th Feb- zee's birthday. (aku pun sudah post pasal kau :p)

17th Feb- faiz's birthday.

27th Feb- aqilah's birthday.

1st/3rd Mar- justin bieber's birthday. ;)

7th Mar- qucai's birthday.

13th Mar- nabilah anuar's birthday.

16th Mar- amal yassin's birthday.

19th Mar- najihah hassan's birthday.

20th Mar- zilah's & amal's birthday.

30th Mar- hanif junaidi's birthday.

2nd Apr- zaimah hayat's birthday. ;)

3rd Apr- nisyya's & syahmi's birthday.

4th Apr- jidah's birthday.

theres no belated nor advanced. if i happen to miss out one of whoever birthdates, doesn't mean i forgot/forget. well, with all my hearts, happy birthday you guys! :D i hope you guys did have a fabulous birthday ever. i know i've been such a bad friend you guys ever had. stm is my reason. i don't care if you guys think i'm lying. but i'm not akay dawg?

again, sorry. ):

my favourite guy. ;)

2010-04-01T21:05:00.000-07:00

he likes to play drum. he started to play drum around 2 years old. cool huh? he is sure have a big future ahead. ;)

isn't he that cute? :)
I'm INLOVE WITH HIM.

HOT EH. i want a boyfriend like Justin Bieber. perhaps, i want him to be mine. man dream on rin. thats never gonna happen -.-
i know its annoying when girls obsess with male singers and all. just, STFU akay.

prize possesion.

2010-04-01T06:04:00.000-07:00

right, i expect too much. i know i shouldn't have. i knew its wrong for me to take this path. damn i hate this. moving on is hard, agree? esp when you really love that someone. but, i have no choice but to move on. no one will understand me. no one will understand what am i going thru. its been months, i really, really can't. then i found you, thats when i think i should move on. thought i was in the right path. too bad, i was wrong again. its not the first time, i estimate it wrong but its the third time. i had enough of this. deleting a friend from friends list doesn't mean you still delete that friend of yours from your life kan? hate it when things go the other way round than we expected it to be. you see, i hate it when lifes suck. life never rolls with me. why can't life be just wonderful? just once in a life time, for me. a really wonderful, unforgetable life time of my life? ):

the truth is really ugly. no one loves the truth. the lies are beautiful.

i'm not sure why i'm being such an emo today. just STFU will you?

IS IT ME OR ?

cause the truth is ugly.

2010-03-29T01:27:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel like quiting. but theres no way i'm gonna do that. i still have a long journey to go. bright future ahead. so just because of some shits, i give up? no way rin. no ones gonna support you. gosh, i don't give up so easily actually. but, i really am tired of this drama. this shits. i've been thru all this last year already. please don't rewind it back. please, i really mean it.

man, falling in love is dangerous huh? well, i agree. love doesn't count time and age. how do you feel when you love someone new but you still want another someone? to be safe, this question is not related to my lovelife, thankyou (:

anyhoos, as far as i hate to say this. but school was awesome. i had english. english was never bored. i like how my tcher rolls with us. keep updating us with the worldwide politic thing. if thats even correct. aku main hentam saja meeh. and do you know either Indian or Indonesian kids (that is, 6+ ages) make Nike sneakers? surprise surprise! thought it was a joke or something. but miss said yes, it really is true. pity them. they have to work in factory dawn, morning, noon, afternoon, dusk, night, midnight. ): so.. for that i'm proud to be a bruneian. we don't have to work in factory from dawn till' midnight.

the rain stopped from falling. and it was recess. ;) i knew i'd save my pocket money. needa buy something cool. i DID concentrate and enjoyed on EVERY lessons i had today. so, i'd say.. 5 hours of school wasn't bad at all. monday blues had/has gone far.. far.. far.. away.

mid-year is in May. choir final competition is next week. for now, i'm more concern about choir. just can't believe its next week. i've mentioned it before, everyone does actually. that is, time does flies so fast.

halo.

2010-03-27T11:23:00.000-07:00

i can feel the sadness when you left. ):

okay, i'm bored. currently webcamming with abdie and chatting with faten, wafii and qawiy. i miss them four so much! HAI KAMU!

so.. school is just around the corner. i'm so looking forward for school ;) but yet, i ain't ready. hws are supposed to be done 5 days before school re-opens as expected. i always complete them last minute. its just that behaviour i can't get rid of. that, we, Bru studs can't get rid of perhaps.

there's a quick announcement i wanna make. starting from Monday till i don't know when, I'll be having choir practices, extra classes indeed and tuition (maybe). so if you folks are tired of my dirty little blog, don't mind me. i'll try to update you guys. ;) see you in Twitter.

lets hit the party dawg.

2010-03-24T01:14:00.000-07:00

don't know how to start a post. every intro i've made sucks. i guess. so let me start.. with a question. hows your hols? ;) mine's good. not to mention i've nothing to do after choir practice. (i quit the crazy job. well i haven't done the crazy job pulang. but whatever, i quit) hah! my holiday sucks. i seriously miss school. (not really studying. i only miss the environment)

its 1 14am. i just got back from dolly's crib. it was a wild night. ;) i thank dolly for inviting me. i'm sick of describing things. let pictures explain everything with only SOME descriptions. enjoy..

naff.

lawa kan? :P its JB yoo.

nabs, dolly & zee.

nabs & nadh.

AJ.

what cha lookin' at dawg?

very good lookin' men.

pilih tah yo.

don't mind about the white thingy. its flour, we were just playin...

nabs, nadh, zee & naff.

i wanna sleep. god -.- bye.

a great escape.

2010-03-18T08:43:00.000-07:00

Happy Holiday folks. Have a fabulous one. ;)

now school's over. holiday starts. meaning, boredom starts, stalking starts, dvd starts. i wish i have anything to do rather than watching dvds, rather than stalking. its just fixed. which is weird. :o i do the same thing everyday. its like my routine already. useless. am i a robot or what? tsk -.-

BUT, i've found a crazy job for me to do when boredom strikes. i just gotta have to learn somethings and stuffs. and wa-lah! rina is in the house. for that, i wanna thank RulRad for helping me. ;) you're a good friend dude.

theres nothing to update. i failed my Physics, that is why i've made it an exception for passing the 9 subs. time flies so fast that time, i didn't even get to read the last 4 pages. we ran out of time. blame the time. blame the time.

watched New Moon & Pisau Cukur again to kill the time. Jacob Black is smokin' hot, i warn ya. ;)

i'm craving for Pizza. BYE!

i sort of adore this cute photo.

rinalarious :D

2010-03-17T03:38:00.000-07:00

ex-serusop 2009 ):

i'm full of confusion. whats up with world nowadays. i sense more mean and cruel world instead of pretty cool ones. i don't like it this way. i hate it. but.. i just have to face the fact, its happening rin. and no ones ever gonna change it. its turning upside down. i wish the world is wonderful.

school, its nearly over. just one more day. then we're off. i realized i've not do my listings on what to do & buy for this upcoming holiday. not much. thank Godness choir practices fill in some of my holiday week. its not going to be long as all the studs in Brunei expect to. at least, we call it hol-li-day. i ran 5km today. crossing the country. Lambak Kanan village, to be exact. ;) i say 'lets sweat' so i did ran so fast. till' my bottle water was found dead. haha. met qilah, jhah, zaimah, aisyaa and more on the road. good job masna-ians!

i've finished reading Scarlett and Driftwood again. i cried for the second time. i'm a fast reader, try me. ;) tests are finally over. overall, i'm expecting to pass all my subjects. (except Physics) despite of having lack of sleep, i hope every effort i had put in is worth. please.

wish i've a brain like Albert Einstein or even everyone else's. having this stm (short term memory) after you knocked down your head is.. crazy, i tell you. been saying this in Twitter and Facebook and also my so-called-bloody-red-board-in-my-room. its all over the place. kinda annoying, i know.

my my. i wonder what do we have for snacks tonight? GHEHEHE. :D

be the beat, feel the rhythm, do the best, make history.

2010-03-15T01:21:00.000-07:00

this is how it actually goes (the story with pictures) ..

it was really a beautiful Saturday morning. i was nervous. we all were. first thing first, we tuned and sang our song just to get rid of our nervous and recap back what we've practiced and get rid of our "morning voices"

as we climbed into the bus, we recited Doa and hope everything goes well. reached SMPAP Hjh Rasyidah around 9ish. think i've mentioned this before in the earlier post. maybe, maybe not. oh well. we waited anxiously for our turn. okay thats all i've remembered until now. i know, i struggled remembering all of my memories except one (which is so weird -.-") yknow why i have a short term memory? cos' once, i fainted and asked what was i doing. where was i and stuffs. i've knocked my head at the stage's floor during khatam rehearsal. i didn't plan this to happen. it hurted me a lot. so i guessed i owed my self hours of sleeping. thats why i got wrong. i wasn't supposed to sleep. it'll just make my brain forget everything. seriously, don't sleep after faint.

OKAY. i am so out of the topic. enjoy the photos!

in the bus..

the twins. anna & hani. or is it the opposite way. :s

sri.

hazwani.

rad.

zee.

sir shai & cher zaimah.

the ISC members!

when we reached there..

before performing..

the complete ISC members.

nadya & nica.

nain & pipah.

the doubrettes.

zaimah sure looked like her mom -.-

mirah, sya & zee.

aisyaa's a nerd!

and after we performed...

it felt great. ;)

the performance was thumbs up!

if you noticed, me & aisyaa were trying to make "hidung babi" :p

YO JB BABY!

Justin Is In Tha House!

me plus you.. imma tell you one time~ (8)

Namaste :)

bye PAP Rasyidah..

they looked pale :|

wonder why are they standing like this? they were practicing actually.

we're off to Masna..

it was really really an absolutely funternaining day for me. i've never laughed so hard. haha. (out of the topic) well wanna hear good news? :P sir shai accounced about the result tadi with all of our ISC members except sya. she was absent. he talked about how we've gone thru all the things..we've practiced 2 weeks ish already..the other schools were so competitive..he even told us who got first and third place. but he skipped second. i was curious and nervous! :s plus, STPRI made thru congrates! meaning theres less chances for us getting in. from what i've heard, they were good. (Y) there was a but in sir's speech. he said, we made it thru the final and we got second place. i burst into tears. tears of joy. i just can't believe it! omg. after all we has practiced. memorized our lyrics and melody and tune and stuffs. it was worth it.

we go for history and we made history. this is the highest achievement that the SMPAP Hjh Masna ISC has made. i repeat, the highest. ;)

Mr.Cool is going to school!

2010-03-13T05:51:00.000-08:00

i've got a word. interesting. thats all. yes, i've got tests thats why i was away. i've got no time to update this bloody hell boring blog. man, no ones gonna read nor visit this spidery web blog. so sorry to keep you guys awaits for my return. (eseh, wtf. siapa jua menunggu? -.-)

SCHOOL is full of laughter. i've never been so happy. but this year is going to be the tough-est year ever. cause i know. ;) i believe in my self. i don't know how to face the test papers after they have been marked sooner or later. damn, i've done bad on this 1st test. i.. srsly don't wanna talk about it.

so.. hows my peeps? hows my readers? about that, do i still have readers? hah. -.- hows me? theres one more question that is really really really important for you guys to make it positive. MISS ME? HAHAHAHAH! of course you do. :p

i don't really know where to start. well.. monday? no way. thats long time ago. i have a short term memory. no kid people. its true. lets start with something i STILL remember. well technically today. that depends if i STILL remember how my story goes.

i was nervous. Choir Inner School Competition was held today. when it was our turn.. it went well. plus it was fun! ;) like literally. hope we made thru the finals. *fingers crossed* okay thats all i remember.

GET WELL SOON GRANDMA! ):

p/s: i'll update regularly. please & thank you for reading.

stop, look, read!

2010-03-02T04:59:00.000-08:00

i've been neglecting my blog since last week? i don't know eh. and man, it's MARCH already. wow! 2010 is flying so fast. slow down~ and look, its the second day of March already. Happy March everybody. :D

as you can see, i'll be away from now until i don't even know when am i coming back. well, i'm not going anywhere though. its just that i won't be updating you guys with my lovelife, schoolife, reallife and all. or to be more exact i'm on hiatus. SIMPLE. ( i should've mention earlier on -.-" haha)

i have tests awaits next week. i'll try to update as soon as possible alright. ;) don't cry. do miss me. don't spam. don't hate me. do love me. do visit me. do. miss. rina. jufri.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH :D

say what?

2010-02-26T06:53:00.000-08:00

*loading *buffering.. man all i do is youtube for hours. that proves that i'm in need of entertainment. on a second thought i've promised teen for a movie (my treat) i asked my dad about it. he agreed. i took 10 secs for a yay moment (if you even understand what i'm tryin to say) i picked her up and went to the cinema. we planned to watch from paris with love but unfortunately, the ticket at 3.30 were all sold out. so we watched..

8/10

yes niyang rapik instead. and amazingly, it was scary yet funny. it was again worth $5 :) i saw mamaat and sidah anyway. :) nice to see you guys!

faten nazirah.

she slept over at my place. while she was packing, i was vaining. :p i only kept the one-and-only-i-think-cool-photo-ive-taken-that-day. (above) hahaha. i gotta start doing the "old things camping" now. cos' i've garage sale for HMY's family tmrw at my place.

I DISLIKE YOU, VITCH!

23rd February baby!

2010-02-23T01:09:00.001-08:00

dawn hits.

it was raining.

this guy makes me go omg. "cuci mata sekali sekala" like Aisyaa Hamdan would say. :P

9sci2!

from the left, Zaimah, Ziraah, Me, Zee, Nina, Midah, Aisyaa, Syifa, Nabilah & Huwaida.

i know what you're thinking. it was hot okay.

Sir Tan. (Y)

I HAD TRIPLE FUN! :DD

p/s: will edit this post as soon as they tagged me photos. :p

you melt me like an iceberg.

2010-02-22T04:09:00.000-08:00

10.5/10.5

yes. at last, i got to watch this so awesome movie. starring the another-hot-dude-that-makes-you-go-o-m-g , Logan Lambert. ;) & let me tell you. i encourage you to watch the movie. anyhow, it's worth $8 at Kiulap Cineplex.

school was school. nothing's new. tomorrow is Brunei's 26th National Day. i srsly can't wait. i'm so excited & really looking forward for this.

well, i guess that's all for now. i better go. ;)

JB's spotlight.

2010-02-19T03:06:00.000-08:00

He's hot! Isn't he? (: & cute! GOD, I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM. ♥

bitter heart.

2010-02-18T19:10:00.001-08:00

life has treated me good. until now. and i'm happy with it. day by day passed. i'm doing kinda great. think i've moved on already. well, i still miss my moments with him tho. hee. so yeah. no matter what i'll always stay happy for his sake. i miss him. really really miss him.

the picture shows how a little man works so hard to cut down the M&M off. thats it. thats what i want. i wanna work hard or smart perhaps for this 1st assessment. its coming. just 2 weeks left. i must revise. "I've been neglecting school works eversince rehearsals has started." got that somewhere in Twitter. this girl feels me too. she's in the same situation as mine. i've been abandoning my books. not to mention my works. i've some that i should finished them up by Monday which i still haven't hand in. it's over-dued already. i'm really sorry for that ):

rehearsals were fun. yet exhausting. i've been looking forward for national day and Saturday to come. i have the enthusiasm for this national day this year.

good to know eh? :)

don't bitch here & there.

2010-02-17T01:14:00.000-08:00

i don't get these spammers. why are they so jobless? & lifeless? don't they have other or should i say BETTER things to do? well, i guess they do. or maybe they just wanna ruin someone's life? idk. i'm not one of those. never -.- stalker ada laa. hahaha!

as i was saying here.. i mean like cmon. whats the point of spamming peoples' blog? i don't mean to speak up. but its just that you guys have crossed the line. bet you guys can't see where the line. spamming has a limit. not saying its okay to spam. its NOT okay to spam. and its not good. you see what happened to that people you've spammed, you see how they treat you? they don't treat you good course. cos' you guys are off the limit already. no, srsly. don't you guys have better thing to do? instead of saying bitch here bitch there. you suck here you suck there. fuck you here fuck you there.. you can have a nice hi'tea at home? -.- a nice walk at the park. a nice nap. rather than SPAMMING.

the people you spam actually don't care. they don't really care if you talk bitch to them. cos' they can talk bitch too. alright, i was just kid. i mean, yeah. they don't. cos' they have other and better things to do. look, if you hate the them, leave the blog. don't read. don't visit no more. done. don't spam. let they mind their own business. seriously. i mean it. not that i'm having a spammer in my blog. (please don't spam)

please.. if you're

AND

DON'T EVER SPAM. thank you!

NO OFFENCE.

we need white colour tone treatment!

2010-02-16T00:21:00.000-08:00

HEY! again, im back. from making my self busy with school stuffs. oh well i'll be going off in mins tho. boo me (N) well prolly you guys are srsly bored with my blog. & you guys don't wanna visit it again. aww, thats.. so.. sad. thank you for not coming. ;) okay, i'm starting to talk craps.

anyhoos, i never thought today would be so tiring. like seriously. i haven't mentioned it to you guys that today i had a marching practice. well, i bet some may know already from my updates at Twitter. not facebook. hehe.

have to wake up early around early dawn. like 2. nadawah. i was just kid. are you crazy? 2? thats TOO early bro! -.-" okay. before i got carried away.. let me just continue what i'm gnna say. didn't bring any books cos' i didn't even think of having classes.

after the practice. unfortunately, i, was wrong. we had geo class. files, notes, homeworks all were left at home. (didn't even bother to do the hw. haven't done it until now) i wasn't afraid of standing up. no matter how high we were asked to stand. i will do it. geo is boring alright. once, i've ever mentioned to you guys in Twitter i'm falling for geo. well, not anymore. geo isn't my thing. so please. i regret choosing geo for my second option. shit. i should've take comp. tho its not my thing too. idc. now, i'm suffering from learning geo. yknow, i never loved geo from primary schools. thats the problem. once i don't love it from the first place, i will hate it forever. please, keep that in mind.

bet you guys yawned reading my post. i have some photos to keep you awake. don't sleep, enjoy this first..

ziraah jawi.

najeeyah.

zaimah hayat.

zaimah & syifa. this was taken at the Padang. it was hawt!

aisyaa hamdan & syifa.

oh. of course i can see my face -.-"

my class! :D

okay now, you can sleep.

AKU RINDU ABDIE M & ASYRAF A!

its the 14th.

2010-02-14T00:54:00.000-08:00

oh i forgot..

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine's Day for those who celebrating. ;)

have a nice celebration. have a nice date. & goodluck y'all.

and not to forget..

Happy Birthday Fina Mohammad & my niece haziqah!

I love you guys. Have a blasttt & enjoy. ;)

P/S: Sorry, no pictures.

something's missing.

2010-02-13T01:37:00.000-08:00

I miss KK. ):

I miss Ihya Ramadhan & Shaimaa'. ):

I miss Hari Raya with them. ):

I wanna repeat 2009. 2010 is flying so fast. slow down man~ I miss 2009. ):

PLEASE!

my barbie doll.

2010-02-13T01:15:00.000-08:00

look who's growing up..

another year older than me. i'm proud to call you my bestfriend. i have alot to tell here but i'm just speechless. i know we've gone thru' alot of issues. but, for me, i guess you are the best. you guys are. you know who you are. ;)

you're never wrong to correct me. you're always there when i need you. & you're always ziqah i know. you're always that btch who loves to turn my world up side down. and.. you're growing up.

HAPPY 14TH ZEE! i would never forget you. ♥

another bad day.

2010-02-12T02:24:00.000-08:00

boo-you. nothing's up these lately. i'm currently pissed. no need to know detail.

planned to jog last night with nabs, dolly and teen. so yeah. woke up early today. around.. 10? showered around 11 and lunch was yummy! (A) i gotta tell you, i srsly love to eat nowadays. thats why i gain/ed more on the face. not the body. good for me. NOT! carry on.. went to this tailor shop to jahit my tudung. mama send me to teen's. nabs picked us and went tasek lama!

like.. at last.. i get to jog. the last time i jogged was errr last year? i can't remember. HEHEHE

and now, here i am downloading things. not gonna do my hws. not gonna revise. i'm such a lazy-ass these lately. damn. babah just got me my tudung. DAMN. so bide. like srsly. ZZZZZ :s

I AM SO PISSED.

sky blue.

2010-02-08T01:26:00.000-08:00

Last year's photo.

This year's photo.

I'm getting chubbier. :\right? well, thats what many people have said to me. I get that comment alot. whatevs.

lets not talk about school. had marching practice and it was damn hot. we marched like from 2 plus to nearly 4. course we were given 5 mins break. mama picked me up around 4 plus. then went to Serusop to pick qilah, went SMBerakas to pick abang. and lastly, Nusa Laila to pick syahmi.

now..

I am tired. like srsly. its nearly six. I blog this early cos' later I'm not gnna use internet. I'm going to make my self busy with books. monthly test is awaits. which is next month. I need be well-prepared. and yes, I'm working on it. ;) thats one of my resolutions for this yr.

and..

Twitter is fun. BYE! till my next post. :D

read till ya digg.

2010-02-06T02:46:00.000-08:00

heyho readers/friends/cousins. ;)

hows life? hows love? hows you?

&... how me?

i am still alive everybody. incase you were wondering. so yeh. i am still alive. sorry for not updating my blog. i'll try to update if i have free time. but, just wanna let you guys know that i've been VERY (emphasizing how big the very is, like sai would say :) missyew) busy with school stuffs. that are, hws, project, hws, project, hws and.. project. yes, prolly just busy with hws. have like loads of them. like yknow.. lots and lots and lots and lots and lots. okay.. cut that off. -.-"

and.. guess what? it's FERB-uary already! damn it. the time flies so fast. like man slow down 2010~ slow down~

anyhoos, lets see if i have a good memory..

1st- was walking down the stairs with aisyaa when someone shouted at her "result keluar! result keluar!" goddamn. i was nervous :s i bumped into my serusop mates. they were like see you at ugama. i didn't even bother about my result. got 5 misscalled and 2 msges. i didn't give any feed backs. :p excuse me for that. okay, just get along.. reached ugama. ran.. and checked my name. i saw agg 5. damn! i did it. grade 1 agg 5. i burst into tears when i saw my tcher. damn damn. i did it. okayy.. congrates for those who passed. :) for those who yknow-what-em-talking-about never give up.

2nd- school. home. school. home.

3rd- marching practice went well. but the only thing i hate is the weather was so fcking hot. darn it. darn it.

today- school was damn bored. 2 periods of geo was a torture for me. funny thing was..

zaimah "rin i forgot to bring my file!"

me "whatever"

in secs..

me "shit. i forgot to bring mine too! damn damn damn. lupa ku!"

HAHAHAHA funny. thats all. bio was so.. molecules -.-" and, the practice was another torture. but we did VERY WELL. seriously! the trainers were impressed. :8)

i went movie hunting lastnight and i srsly wanna watch these movies;

Percy Jackson & The Olmpians (The Lightning Thief);
The Wolf Man;
Valentine's Day;
Shutter Island;
Alice In Wonderland;
From Paris With Love;
&.. How To Train Your Dragon.

Someone.. pls bring me. i can be your date :p (sounds so desperate. man, em not akay? ya digg?)

nothing but birthday.

2010-01-31T22:26:00.000-08:00

I have nothing to say but, happy birthday dude! ;D have a blast birthday with an enjoyable party. stay cool with the thumbs up trademark you got there maj. I will never forget you. of course not. haha. who would? (well, I'm not sure about the others haha) okay I am talking outta topic.

Anyways, where was I? damn! I forgot. so.. just enjoy! love you brader, always. ;)

there are many ways to say i love you..

2010-01-30T19:39:00.000-08:00

I'm bored. I found this when I hacked someone's account. I laughed. haha. wait.. let me just type it again aite?